the closer you get to the truth... the closer you are to death.
this is the truth in all of its lies.
the closer a person is to god, the more open they are to being tormented by demons. this explains why only strongly devote christians are known to experience stigmata.
i regret the choices i made during my sleep depraved, drug intoxicated, anxiety ridden, and demon infested time of my life. though it has brought me closer to my true friends and true destiny, i made choices that affect the rest of my life, some one else's, and now...this tainted energy that surrounds me will never be the pure independent state it was in before. i carry you and everyone youve been with. the thought disgusts me. i wish i would have chosen better partners that had chosen better partners.
dear diary,
what do you do when you are not 100% and you are pretty sure you will never be?
12:19 p.m. - 2009-11-23
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