sometimes i hate you.
these thoughts are so debilitating....
every time. but i'm short for time.
am i doing this to myself???
please someone, please, i need to know what it is i'm supposed to be doing, feeling, thinking.....
i just wish i knew if this was an idea or a reality.... but my current situation keeps me unable to attain that knowledge.
i'm so defeated. right now.
just two more days. come on.
but i'll come back to the same problems.
fuck.
dear diary,
if i'm this inconsistent, i truly apologize.
i'm still waiting for some damn sign. if i missed it, i'm going to be so mad at myself.
a7x will clear my head
confided in me was your heart, i know it's hurting you, but it's killing me...
10:07 p.m. - 2010-10-27
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