i'm not this stupid, i'm not this stupid.....
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
anxiety is getting the best of me.
how do i know if a little dose of something is the answer or if i just need to do this on my own???
this shit is so hard.
harder when you aren't getting enough sleep.
harder when you are so stressed out that your brain stops working.
even more hard when you appraise it so highly and put so much importance on it....on this. this grade.
with each day, more is added and little is taken away....
others can do it, so can i??
i want to cry.
i feel like a mad woman.
i hope i don't look like one as well...
the methodical approach is failing me... it takes too long, i do not have the time!!! why am i so behind??? everything i spend the time to learn gets forgotten...what am i missing??!?!?!
half an hour or so attempt later..... this anxiety is so bad that i feel disconnected with the world around me. someone tell me this is more than just strange effects from coffee. i haven't even had that much today....
2:23 p.m. - 2011-03-29
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